New Years Eve

Every year I resolve to make better decisions that ultimately lead to less struggle and disappointment in my life,

And ever year I inevitably beat myself up for continuing to experience struggle.

I’ve finally come to the conclusion that life is just happening and this is it  – not as many bells and whistles as i had envisioned but a lot of beauty in places and ways i never expected.

If there is no struggle there is no growth and if i can vividly hallucinate someone else words from a book for hours on end surely i can hallucinate myself some bells and whistles for all my small personal wins.

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